Feeling blue tonight.
The main reason is that I know that Michael is at home, in bed, feeling really ill. And there is NOTHING I can do.
It makes me feel completely useless. It makes the distance feel so much more. I know that 3500 miles is far enough, but at the moment I'm feeling a million miles away.
Also, seeing all the Christmas adverts on TV is making me wonder exactly how December 25th is going to go. I'm really not looking forward. to it.

I don't want to cry, but I can't help it.

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